Happiness is subjective. People get happy for different reasons. Alone, with a friend, or romantic partner. It's all different to everyone. One thing may be happy for one person, but it's boring or sad to the other.
But what about seeing the other person you used to care for being much happier without you? In my case, yes, it hurts. A lot, actually. Just seeing the person getting into the things you like without you is truly painful. But you know what? I'm glad that the person is having fun. Finally get to see the amazing world of video games that's not the latest Call of Duty or Madden. Yeah, it sucks without me, but I'll move on to new (new as in new game genres) things and explore more about myself. And that makes me happy already. I'm finally seeing God's work in action and I'm much more happier than usual. I gotta continue this for years to come though, with or without a romantic partner.
Sure, I get my occasional sad moments, but one can't be happy without being sad first. I think I found my way to express my sadness without having to text and annoy people. I know I said this multiple times, but I'm gonna be writting more in my blog more often now. Not everyday, just a way to record my current emotions, thoughts, and other random stuff.
Anyways, I wish I could one day share my hobbies with a new significant other. I ask the bare minimun for a relationship. But that's a differnt for another day.
