Trust is an important aspect in life and could bring so many benefits. Benefits that both parties can take advantage of. It can in so many ways, like financial growth, academic progress, business partners, and yes, romantic experience. I know more about the latter, and the feeling of deception.
I trusted her for everything. I told her my deepest secrets, my fantasies, and other embarrassing things about myself. I really don't open up myself like that to many. But I trusted her, and she too trusted me. She would also do the same. That feeling of our trust grew and grew. The passion between us was like burning fire! It was a feeling I never thought I'd experience. That afternoon of the tragic day, it was revealed it was all... An act.
She had lied to me, made me believe in so many things that I wanted to, and I was foolish to believe her. She made it seem so real, something for once I get to experience in my life for the first time. The love, the trust, our mutual respect, our "affection"... That last one has always been questionable. But I was way too in love to even see it, as if I was deceived. No, I WAS deceived.
It felt so real, how come I didn't see it? It was almost everything I wanted, and it was all perfectly executed. I let my guard down because I have trusted her to protect me as well, but that wasn't the case, at all. It felt like she took advantage of it. She took advantage of me overall until she no longer needed me. After the whole thing, I keep seeing more and more of how she really never... Loved me, despite what she said to assure me.
It was all just a... Deception.
