There was no excuses for me.
What can I say? I messed up big time. Everything what I did was unacceptable. I wasn't the best person as I thought to be, and really disappointed you when I didn't meet those standards of yours. I apologize for everything I did to you. Hurting you, scared you, bore you, and many others. And worst of all, I let my anger go on you on social media. All because of my... fears. I let my fears control me, and now I'm paying the price. I desreve all that. You have every right to talk trash about me. I just hope you understand how I was feeling, but still not an excuse for me to be in that behavior. I am ashamed of myself.
I'm seeking help in God, so I can become a better person in the future. And maybe then, I'll be a different person. I can now see why you're better off without me. You do deserve better, and you will find him. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine too. (Maybe you don't care either, so understandable.) Just hoping the best for you in life, and I hope you accept my apologies. You and your friends, I am truly sorry, from the bottom of my heart.
PS. No, I'm not sleeping with her. You can literally ask anyone.
