Type?

I’ll write what has been bugging me for years. Low-key what I’ve been told makes me mad, and I don’t know why. Maybe I’m stupid as usual.

Sometime after I got dumped, she supposedly apologizes to me. Nothing wrong though, right? I thought it was just going to be that. But nah, something she said left me baffled. I didn’t know how to respond.

She told me that I’ll be someone’s “type.” That my “type” will eventually become popular… What does that even mean? Popular like if I’m going to be some kind of fad? Am I not going to be liked for who I am? What was I to her then? If I wasn’t her “type” to begin with, what was she doing with me giving me false hope?

That left me so confused of who I am. What ‘type” am I? Am I anyone’s “type?” I still don’t know what “type” I am, but I’ve been told by friends that I’m the “shy nerdy” type. Who knows. It’s hard to confirm after many years not knowing what “type” am I.